Am I spiritual??

So I've been cleaning all day and periodically I would take a break. Well, this is one of those times and I thought I would post a little before I start back up again.

So, last night I went to a sushi bar. It was absolutely delicious. Eel is by far and I will say this over and over my favorite.

So between Christopher and his friends there has been a lot of talk about this planet X that is supposed to come and change the world. I'm not sure yet which side I'm on yet all I know is I really want to learn more about my spirituality side. I want to see life at a whole different perspective and try and find out what it's all about and what it means. I've been told that taking mushrooms will help me with that. So is it something in my future??? As of now probably not. But I'm not ruling it out as a possibility.

I feel like spiders are trying to test me. Or something is like guiding them to my area, like wherever I am. I saw 3 today when some people don't see any for a long time. I don't hear about anyone else having spiders in their car's while they are driving except me who had 3 within a month. I was doing laundry today and all of a sudden a big black spider was crawling on one of my shirts. I will admit I did jump but I HATE being surprised. And I told him that. So unfortunately for him he drowned in my washer with the rest of my clothes. I don't care. Don't sneak up on me and I won't kill you. Then I saw one on the floor in my basement like an hour later. I was cool, calm, and collected but I just killed him. He looked dead anyway seeing as how he wasn't moving. But what do I know.


I'm told that by doing the right thing and doing what you feel is right will lead you to good things when you die. Which got me thinking. Since we were born there has always been people telling us what is right and wrong without us making the decision for ourself. What if... and this is just a what if, serial killers really ARE doing the right thing. Some people can see evil in others while some are blind to it. Everyone has evil and good. Maybe serial killers are just like that. They see the evil that others can't see. Just like those who see the paranormal and others can't. And we are punishing them because we are acting by what law and people have always told us is right and wrong. I was watching Cold Case the other day and the detectives were asking this serial killer why he killed this girl and he said because she was evil. They didn't buy it of course. But I'm seriously thinking that maybe he really did see something evil inside her.

I think wind is lovely. It's so amazing on my face. It makes me love life.

I've decided that I could probably eat corned beef hash every day for the rest of my life if I had to.

I want to try new foods. Next on my list is Thai and To Fu. I find it fun just like people who play poker find that fun.

Well, I'm running out of things to say. Might go on Myspace for a while and find someone to stalk. Later.